{"id":26624,"date":"2025-11-28T20:03:56","date_gmt":"2025-11-28T15:03:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/?p=26624"},"modified":"2025-11-28T20:32:21","modified_gmt":"2025-11-28T15:32:21","slug":"hyyal-gosgular-toplumy-oguljennet-basimowa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/?p=26624","title":{"rendered":"\u201c HY\u00ddAL\u201d GO\u015eGULAR TOPLUMY OGULJENNET B\u00c4\u015eIMOWA"},"content":{"rendered":"

IR D\u00c4LMI?<\/strong><\/p>\n

(Jigim Marala)<\/p>\n

\u0130r-\u00e4 entek i\u00fdnse gubar g\u00f6zler\u0148e,<\/p>\n

Ga\u015flary\u0148da on \u00fdedini\u0148 heseri.<\/p>\n

Ilki agsam ir dolanyp,o\u00fd\u00fc\u0148e,<\/p>\n

Okap di\u0148e s\u00f6\u00fdgi hakda eseri.<\/p>\n

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\u00ddatlamaga i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7 bilen unudyp,<\/p>\n

Batb\u00f6rege g\u00f6w\u00fcnlermiz da\u0148\u00fdanmyz.<\/p>\n

Ene \u00fdaba tanamaga cu\u0148lugy,<\/p>\n

\u00d6zumizi goja tutdan zy\u0148yanmyz.<\/p>\n

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Gelnejemi\u0148 k\u00fcrtesinden \u00fdapy\u015fyp,<\/p>\n

\u00c7agalardan gabanyany\u0148 d\u00fc\u00fdn d\u00e4lmi?<\/p>\n

Ir-\u00e4 entek,i\u00e7ki ja\u00fdda gyslysyp,<\/p>\n

Sabama\u0148yz, O ne be\u00fdle, Ir d\u00e4lmi?<\/p>\n

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Ejeme<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00fcz\u00fc\u0148 sowuga \u00fdanykdy,<\/p>\n

Kim biler i\u00e7i\u0148 nene\u0148si?<\/p>\n

Di\u00fdjegi\u0148 arzuw damakda,<\/p>\n

Haly\u0148 bardy gaty ge\u0148si…<\/p>\n

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Sesi\u0148 \u00e7ykmazdy asyl- ha,<\/p>\n

Agyr bolsun, \u00fd\u00fckle\u0148 seni\u0148…<\/p>\n

nerede bolsak, parhy \u00fdok,<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00e7eker bizi \u00fd\u00fcple\u0148\u201d seni\u0148,<\/p>\n

Sen dert bilen \u00fd\u00fcklense\u0148em…<\/p>\n

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Kim biler i\u00e7i\u0148 gemir\u00fd\u00e4n<\/p>\n

Ahwal nedir, gamlar nedir?!<\/p>\n

Seni \u00fdatlasam hakydam,<\/p>\n

Aglap ba\u015flar:Bar\u00fdan \u00fdaly,<\/p>\n

\u00c7apgyn \u00fdoldan b\u00fcd\u00fcr- s\u00fcd\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

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\u00ddaglygy\u0148 \u00e7ogy \u00e7yglansa,<\/p>\n

Pereji\u0148e bukardy\u0148 sen…<\/p>\n

Simfoni\u00fda di\u0148l\u00e4n \u00fdaly:<\/p>\n

Owazy\u0148 hem \u00fdokardan se\u0148…<\/p>\n

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Guntdy d\u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fc\u0148,i\u015fi\u0148 guntdy,<\/p>\n

I\u015figi\u0148 gunt bilen m\u00e4hir.<\/p>\n

Seni\u0148 asuda kalby\u0148dan,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6merdi gy\u015fyna bahar…<\/p>\n

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\u00dd\u00fcz\u00fc\u0148 sowuga \u00fdanykdy,<\/p>\n

Kim biler i\u00e7i\u0148 nene\u0148si?!<\/p>\n

Agla\u00fdany\u0148- a anykdy:<\/p>\n

Haly\u0148 bardy se\u0148, birge\u0148si…<\/p>\n

Portret<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z gamgyn suratym \u00e7ekipdirin men,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimde gussa, kirpiklerim \u00e7yg.<\/p>\n

Leblemde galypdyr kemsinm\u00e4\u0148 \u015fekli,<\/p>\n

Ga\u015flarmy\u0148 ujunda \u00fdal\u0148yzlyk otyr.<\/p>\n

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\u00dda\u0148aklamda g\u00f6z\u00fda\u015f \u00fdolun \u00fdasapdyr,<\/p>\n

Ol elbetde Meso- potami\u00fda d\u00e4l.<\/p>\n

Iki der\u00fda\u0148 arasynda taryhy\u0148<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fda\u015fly s\u00f6zlerin okar \u00fdaly d\u00e4l…<\/p>\n

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D\u00e4l olar a\u0148ryba\u015f, da\u015f \u00fdar\u00fdan zehin,<\/p>\n

\u00dda talanty\u0148 ruhy si\u0148en ke\u015fbi- de…<\/p>\n

Men seni \u015fonsuz hem s\u00f6\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rin \u00f6z\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 zat \u00fdazmasa\u0148 hem,<\/p>\n

I\u015f etmese\u0148 hem…<\/p>\n

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Sa\u0148a \u015fo g\u00fcn bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Sa\u0148a \u015fo g\u00fcn bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men,<\/p>\n

N\u00e4medigni men \u00f6z\u00fcmem bilme\u00fd\u00e4n.<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a \u015fo g\u00fcn bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men,<\/p>\n

Dirik\u00e4\u0148 \u00f6lme\u00fd\u00e4n, so\u0148am gelme\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zle\u0148 suratymy al\u00fdan \u00fdalydy,<\/p>\n

Her bakamda gelip durdy \u00fdyly zat.<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a \u015fo g\u00fcn bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men:<\/p>\n

\u00d6z- \u00e4 uly zat…<\/p>\n

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Nobat- nobat adam ge\u00e7di- de durdy,<\/p>\n

Aramyzdan. A\u0148dym: k\u00e4te \u00fditirdi\u0148…<\/p>\n

A\u00fdtmaly zatlarym k\u00f6p \u00fdalydy, wah,<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a \u015fonda bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men,<\/p>\n

O zat du\u00fdgymyzy\u0148 ykbalydy, wah…<\/p>\n

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\u00ddany\u0148da durasym gelipdi, \u015fonda,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z edip m\u00e4hell\u00e4, g\u00f6z edip ile…<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a \u015fonda bir zat a\u00fdtjak boldum men,<\/p>\n

Belki a\u00fdtdyrmady ynjyk nesibe…<\/p>\n

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Belki se\u0148 a\u00fdtjagy\u0148 me\u0148em a\u00fdtjagym,<\/p>\n

M\u00fcmkin seni \u00fdanar oda saldym, men.<\/p>\n

Birden m\u00e4helleden \u00fditirim boldu\u0148,<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a \u015fonda bir zat \u00fdatjak boldum men…<\/p>\n

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SA\u0147A MENZILLER<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ne kyn, ne bir a\u0148sat, ne bir \u00fd\u00f6neke\u00fd,<\/p>\n

O di\u00fden \u00e7arkandak d\u00e4lem ahbetin.<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00f6ne, men barybir ge\u00e7\u00fd\u00e4n olary,<\/p>\n

O menzille\u0148 hupbatlary \u00fdakmasa,<\/p>\n

Nene\u0148,ni\u00e7ik ge\u00e7e\u00fdin men olary,<\/p>\n

I\u0148 s\u00fc\u00fdji menziller,<\/p>\n

Sa\u0148a menziller…<\/p>\n

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Gara\u015f\u00fda\u0148,<\/p>\n

Gara\u015f\u00fdan,<\/p>\n

Tapawudy \u00fdok.<\/p>\n

\u00ddok bir wagt \u00fcl\u015fi,<\/p>\n

\u00dda bo\u015f wakalar.<\/p>\n

Baryl\u00fdan \u00fder, \u015fol bir nokatda dur\u00fdar,<\/p>\n

\u00ddene-de birle\u015f\u00fd\u00e4r g\u00f6wre, k\u00f6\u0148\u00fcller.<\/p>\n

\u00c7abra\u00fdarka y\u015fgy\u0148 howry \u00fd\u00fcrekde,<\/p>\n

I\u0148 g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7li menziller, sa\u0148a menziller…<\/p>\n

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K\u00e4te-k\u00e4te \u00f6\u00fdke bilen a\u00fdrylyp,<\/p>\n

Bil\u00fd\u00e4s, posalary\u0148 a\u00fdyrmajagyn.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6wne-de degi\u015f\u00fd\u00e4s,<\/p>\n

Birek-bireksiz<\/p>\n

Bil\u00fd\u00e4sem,on\u00e7a k\u00f6p o\u0148ulmajagyn.<\/p>\n

I\u015flisir\u00e4n bol\u00fdas,<\/p>\n

Wagtymyz \u00fdokmu\u015f,<\/p>\n

Barmalymy\u015f, \u00f6\u00fdm\u00fcze \u00fda, okuwa…<\/p>\n

Barmalymy\u015f, bir \u00fderlere-dokuza…<\/p>\n

He-e-e\u00fd, d\u00fcn\u00fde, sen n\u00e4me bizi alda\u00fda\u0148?!<\/p>\n

Barybir o\u0148anok birek-bireksiz,<\/p>\n

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Bu howlukma\u00e7,bu ba\u015faga\u00fd k\u00f6\u0148\u00fcller,<\/p>\n

I\u0148 i\u015fli menziller, sa\u0148a menziller…<\/p>\n

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\u00ddyl ge\u00e7er, a\u00fd ge\u00e7er, kim biler asyr…<\/p>\n

Aglar \u00fdatlamalar, goja seri\u0148de.<\/p>\n

So\u0148ra tutup, agtyjagy\u0148 elinden,<\/p>\n

Mekdebe ge\u00e7ersi\u0148 \u00fda-da d\u00fckana.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fda\u015f geler dideler\u0148e du\u015fu\u015fan<\/p>\n

\u00dderle\u0148den ge\u00e7e\u0148de, ony g\u00f6re\u0148de.<\/p>\n

Bu bir durmu\u015f, senden \u00f6\u0148em hut \u015fe\u00fdle<\/p>\n

Bolupdyrlar,<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7ipdirler, menzilden.<\/p>\n

I\u0148 \u00f6\u00e7li menziller, sa\u0148a menziller…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

Ikimize kyn bolar bil\u00fd\u00e4n.<\/p>\n

Bu menziller ge\u00e7ilesi gelmezler.<\/p>\n

\u00ddolumyzda bizi bir mahal b\u00f6kd\u00e4n,<\/p>\n

Ownuk-u\u015fak p\u00e4sgel\u00e7ilikler ga\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n

Ola\u0148 birem gapdalmyza gelmezler.<\/p>\n

Y\u015fk gider, d\u00fcn\u00fde de\u00fd, biwepa olam.<\/p>\n

Ta\u015flar bizi. Bizi nene\u0148, ne halda.<\/p>\n

Agyrdygyn, kyndygyny bilmez-de,<\/p>\n

Menzillerem ba\u015fga-ba\u015fga a\u015fyklar<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7er durar,du\u015fu\u015farlar d\u00fcn\u00fdede.<\/p>\n

\u00d6wr\u00fcler kalbymda ke\u015fbi\u0148 he\u00fdkele,<\/p>\n

Hem yssy m\u00e4hirli, hemem \u00f6\u00fdkeli.<\/p>\n

Bula\u0148 baryn, hemmesini bil\u00fd\u00e4n men,<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00f6ne se\u0148 \u00fdany\u0148a bar\u00fdan, \u00fdene-de,<\/p>\n

Ke\u00fdpine.<\/p>\n

He\u00fd bizi a\u00fdyrjak barmy?!<\/p>\n

Bahary\u0148 ba\u015fy de\u00fd t\u00e4sin howaly,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6\u00fdg\u00fcmizem,du\u00fdgymyzam owadan.<\/p>\n

Me\u0148z\u00e4p dur ol, baky y\u015fgy\u0148 owazyn,<\/p>\n

\u00c7alyp duran ajap \u00fda\u0148a k\u00f6\u0148\u00fclde.<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00f6ne bu g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4n men, n\u00e4de\u00fdin,<\/p>\n

Bu zatlary\u0148 \u015fe\u00fdle boljakdygyna.<\/p>\n

Ah, \u015fe\u00fdle, guwan\u00e7ly, \u015fe\u00fdlebir jo\u015fly,<\/p>\n

Hem iki did\u00e4ni garradyp biljek,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fda\u015fly menziller, sa\u0148a menziller…<\/p>\n

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Gy\u015f gelm\u00e4nk\u00e4…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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K\u00e4mil d\u00e4l bolarly bu be\u00fdik baglar,<\/p>\n

Garga ge\u00e7se h\u00fcjjeri\u015f\u00fd\u00e4r sa\u00e7lary.<\/p>\n

Gy\u015f heniz nobata go\u00fdmandyr<\/p>\n

\u00c7emli<\/p>\n

G\u00fc\u00fdz to\u015fabna dalan bu aga\u00e7lary…<\/p>\n

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Bil\u00fd\u00e4nem d\u00e4ldirler a\u0148zagy\u0148 baryn…<\/p>\n

Adam \u015fe\u00fdle bol\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

Gaty s\u00f6\u00fdende.<\/p>\n

T\u00e4sin…<\/p>\n

Gy\u015f gelende asyljak daryn<\/p>\n

\u00c7yrma\u015fyklar ta\u00fd\u00fdarla\u015fyp go\u00fdanda…<\/p>\n

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Aga\u00e7lar henizem \u00fdaprak d\u00f6kerne,<\/p>\n

Ynanmazdan dowam ed\u00fd\u00e4r \u00fdangynyn.<\/p>\n

Ezilip damary g\u00fc\u00fdz\u00fc\u0148 \u015fekerne,<\/p>\n

Hamana gelmejek \u00fdaly gamly g\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

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Go\u00fdal\u015fan m\u00fcrepbe,<\/p>\n

\u00ddum\u015fak to\u015faby\u0148<\/p>\n

Nobatyny syzyp, s\u00fc\u00fdji g\u00fclaby…<\/p>\n

H\u00e4zir s\u00fc\u0148\u0148\u00fc m\u00fcdimilik galjak de\u00fd,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6\u00fd\u00e4 h\u00e4zir ba\u015flajak de\u00fd bal a\u00fdy…<\/p>\n

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Gargala\u0148 opera a\u00fddy\u015fyn di\u0148l\u00e4p,<\/p>\n

Toprak ba\u015f \u00fda\u00fdka\u00fdan mysaly h\u00e4zir.<\/p>\n

Tekiz \u00fderde b\u00fcdr\u00e4p gel\u00fd\u00e4n enem de\u00fd,<\/p>\n

G\u00fc\u00fdz\u00fc\u0148 ruhy g\u00f6kde hasaly h\u00e4zir…<\/p>\n

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\u015eemal \u00fdekel\u00e4nok \u00f6\u00fds\u00fcz itleri…<\/p>\n

Gorkusyndan gizleni\u015f\u00fd\u00e4r sy\u00e7anlar.<\/p>\n

G\u00fc\u00fdz gelse obamyz a\u0148yryk s\u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fcp,<\/p>\n

Uzakla\u015fan \u00fdaly bol\u00fdar ejemler…<\/p>\n

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To\u015faby\u0148 ysyna er\u00e4p bedenim,<\/p>\n

Kimdir birin g\u00f6resleri gel\u00fd\u00e4ndir.<\/p>\n

Gy\u015f gelm\u00e4nk\u00e4 bilm\u00e4n n\u00e4me ederin,<\/p>\n

Aga\u00e7lar hem hut men \u00fdaly bol\u00fdandyr.<\/p>\n

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Ol heniz nobata go\u00fdmandyr \u00e7emli,<\/p>\n

Aga\u00e7lar bukulyp, ny\u00fdaza durmaz…<\/p>\n

Emma…<\/p>\n

Arasynda b\u00f6lek bulut de\u00fd<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7ip gid\u00fd\u00e4r gy\u015f k\u00f6\u00fdnekli…<\/p>\n

Sudurlar…<\/p>\n

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Gy\u015f hem bir \u00fdaz…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Gy\u015f hem bir \u00fdaz…<\/p>\n

Sowuk bolsa bolsun,gu\u015flar sa\u00fdra\u00fdar<\/p>\n

Ady bolanda n\u00e4:<\/p>\n

Gy\u015flar…<\/p>\n

A\u00fdry \u00ddaz…<\/p>\n

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\u00ddakymly \u00fdary\u0148 hem s\u00f6\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4n \u00fdaly has,<\/p>\n

\u00ddyljak peji\u0148 ba\u015fy,<\/p>\n

T\u00fc\u00fds master klass…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7eden \u00fdygnanan \u00e7agala\u0148 i\u00e7i<\/p>\n

Edil Amstradam de\u00fd:<\/p>\n

Gysby hem ki\u00e7i…<\/p>\n

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Olary\u0148 \u00fd\u00fcregi \u00fdarylyp bar\u00fdar,<\/p>\n

A\u00fdaz i\u00e7in \u00fdak\u00fdar penjir\u00e4 gelip…<\/p>\n

O\u0148 dili \u00fdelme\u015f\u00fd\u00e4r k\u00e4 da\u00fdym a\u00fdna…<\/p>\n

Ehhh…Bu pursat \u00fc\u00e7in \u00f6lm\u00e4ge ta\u00fd\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

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Da\u015farda dilini \u00e7ykaryp k\u00e4te,<\/p>\n

Do\u0148an penjir\u00e4 de \u00fdelme\u015fip \u00fcms\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

Sahna: Nagy\u015f \u00fdasap, hem \u015fuwlap \u00e7apgyn…<\/p>\n

\u00c4hli teatrla\u0148 sahna o\u00fdnuny<\/p>\n

Bir \u00fdere \u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fcrip, otlasa\u0148 hem bes,<\/p>\n

Gy\u015fy\u0148 gurnan sahnalarny\u0148 d\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4sin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u00e4ge penjireden ede\u0148de h\u00f6wes…<\/p>\n

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He\u00fd… Papagny \u00e7\u00fcmr\u00fcp ge\u00e7\u00fd\u00e4r fonarly<\/p>\n

A\u00fdazbaba ha d\u00e4l, dertli biri \u00fda?…<\/p>\n

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Hol \u00fderde toka\u00fdy\u0148 \u00fcst\u00fcnden ga\u00fdd\u00fdan<\/p>\n

Garlar<\/p>\n

H\u00e4zir ahwaly de\u00fd Siri\u00fda\u0148…<\/p>\n

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D\u00f6w\u00fck \u00fdaly \u00e4hli ja\u00fdlar, aga\u00e7lar,<\/p>\n

Gu\u015flar \u00e7e\u00fdn\u00e4p l\u00e4le, g\u00fcj\u00fcr- de g\u00fcj\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

\u00dderi \u015fol fonarly ge\u00e7ende n\u00e4me,<\/p>\n

Daralyp bar\u00fdarmy gar basan k\u00f6\u00e7e?<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6legeler gorkun\u00e7,hatar- hatar k\u00e4,<\/p>\n

A\u00fd halkasy el uzad\u00fdar i\u015fige<\/p>\n

Uffff…<\/p>\n

Bu gorky nene\u0148 s\u00fc\u00fdji,<\/p>\n

H\u00f6w\u00fcrli,<\/p>\n

H\u00e4zir u\u00e7\u00fdan ene gir\u00fd\u00e4r d\u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fcme…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6\u00fd\u00e4 \u00f6\u00fdjagazam a\u00fdakda dur k\u00e4<\/p>\n

Yrgyldap,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnden ga\u00e7a\u00fdjak \u00fdaly…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7ede hi\u00e7 kim \u00fdok,<\/p>\n

He\u00fd kimsi\u0148?..<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lge!..<\/p>\n

Para\u015f\u00fdutym a\u00e7yk u\u00e7a\u00fdjak \u00fdaly…<\/p>\n

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Bar zat ak gar, gu\u015flar sa\u00fdrap<\/p>\n

He\u015felle<\/p>\n

Kaksa kaksyn, belki biri \u00fdal\u0148y\u015f\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

Gy\u015f bolsa- da ady \u00ddaz dek<\/p>\n

sahnaly<\/p>\n

\u015eo\u0148 adyny biri \u00fdal\u0148y\u015f \u00fdazmy\u015f \u00fda?<\/p>\n

Ta\u0148rym…<\/p>\n

\u00c7agalary gabama \u00f6\u00fde<\/p>\n

\u00ddazdan g\u00f6zel gy\u015fy\u0148 pe\u00fdiizajy…<\/p>\n

Gy\u015f di\u00fdse\u0148 sowuk ger, g\u00f6z\u00fc\u0148<\/p>\n

\u00f6\u0148\u00fcne<\/p>\n

Kim dakypdyr o\u0148a: \u00fc\u015fed\u00fd\u00e4n ady?..<\/p>\n

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Sowuk bolsa bolsun,gu\u015flar<\/p>\n

Sa\u00fdra\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

Ady bolanda n\u00e4: Gy\u015flar…<\/p>\n

A\u00fdry \u00ddaz…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148…<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148…<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcl k\u00f6k\u00fcn urar ma\u0148a,<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148,<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcl \u00fdaly oralmaga, saralmaga,<\/p>\n

Gur\u015famaga…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fda\u015flarmy se\u0148 \u00fd\u00fcz\u00fc\u0148e \u00e7aga \u00fdaly \u00e7yr\u015famaga,<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148…<\/p>\n

Ganatly g\u00fcl, re\u0148ki d\u00fcrli…<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148-<\/p>\n

Bildirip dur me\u0148kidigi…<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6ki g\u00f6kde, daly – damar,<\/p>\n

Hut eziz ol- haly- habar.<\/p>\n

Barmaklarmy\u0148 arasynda akyp \u00fdatan \u00fd\u00fcpek \u00fdaly,<\/p>\n

S\u00e4her k\u00f6l\u00fc\u0148 \u00fcst\u00fcn basan dumandan bir gapak \u00fdaly,<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148 – gyzyllary \u015fapak \u00fdaly.<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148 – re\u0148kinden do\u00fdup bolma\u00fdar,<\/p>\n

Gapdalda go\u00fdup bolma\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

K\u00e4s\u00e4md\u00e4ki \u00e7a\u00fdy\u0148 re\u0148ki – \u00fda\u0148aklarynda o\u00fdna\u00fdar…<\/p>\n

Obamy\u0148 l\u00e4le- re\u00fdhanyn \u00fdatladyp, g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148!<\/p>\n

Sowuk \u00fclkede me\u00fdhana\u0148 gijelerine g\u00fc\u00fdmenip-<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148…<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148:<\/p>\n

I\u00fdber\u00e4\u00fdm\u00e4nsi\u0148- a\u00fdralyk…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rsemem, setan – se\u00fdranda,<\/p>\n

Derw\u00fc\u015f k\u00e4di\u0148 ke\u015fdeleri –<\/p>\n

Bar meni\u0148 hem \u00e7al \u00f6\u00fdm\u00e4mde…<\/p>\n

Ah, \u015falyma \u015femal \u00e7olan derdi\u0148 bilen \u00f6wr\u00fclipsi\u0148-<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u00fd\u015f\u00fcmdemi, hu\u015fumdamy – sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148…<\/p>\n

Gij\u00e4ni\u0148 se\u00e7eklerine basan halym- belki- de -ol,<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00fcregi\u0148i di\u0148e ma\u0148a- a\u00e7an haly\u0148 belki – de ol?!<\/p>\n

\u00dda belki gowakda galan gussalary\u0148 – te\u0148lenipsi\u0148…<\/p>\n

\u00dda \u00f6l\u00fcmden e\u00fdmenipsi\u0148-<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148?!<\/p>\n

Aldym!..<\/p>\n

Uky\u0148 arasynda,\u00e7atrygynda, \u00e7\u00e4resinde,<\/p>\n

Jany\u0148 jan bol\u00fdan \u00e7agtynda,<\/p>\n

A\u0148y\u0148 \u00e4:m bol\u00fdan \u00e7agtynda…<\/p>\n

Re\u0148kin d\u00f6k\u00fd\u00e4n \u00e4lemgo\u015far – s\u00e4hel wagt k\u00fc\u00fdlenipsi\u0148!<\/p>\n

\u00ddyllardyr gara\u015fyp \u00fd\u00f6rd\u00fcm –<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a g\u00fcl i\u00fdberipsi\u0148!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a<\/p>\n

(Oglan jigimi\u0148 ogluna)<\/p>\n

\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a,<\/p>\n

Ma\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f bolsun, onu\u0148 g\u00f6zleri.<\/p>\n

Ma\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f bolsun, baky\u015flary- da<\/p>\n

Y\u015fkdan gyzla\u0148 \u00fd\u00fcreginde ot \u00fdakyp,<\/p>\n

Onda \u00fdalyn bolsun ata\u015flary- da…<\/p>\n

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\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a,<\/p>\n

\u00c7aga\u0148ky de\u00fd akdyr kalby jigimi\u0148…<\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00fcregni\u0148 t\u00f6r\u00fcnde g\u00fcj\u00fck \u00fdokdur o\u0148,<\/p>\n

\u00ddylgyr\u015fy eserdir g\u00f6w\u00fcnjigini\u0148…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z jigim, me\u0148zesin, dowamym meni\u0148…<\/p>\n

Kakasyny sypap, s\u00f6\u00fd\u00fcp ulaltdyk,<\/p>\n

Kakasy soraglym, sowabym meni\u0148…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a,<\/p>\n

\u00ddolumdan \u00fd\u00f6rejek, abra\u00fdma jo\u015fjak.<\/p>\n

\u201cJigi\u0148 sa\u0148a me\u0148ze\u015f\u201d di\u00fd\u00fd\u00e4rler ma\u0148a<\/p>\n

\u00ddaram syzlan wagty ma\u0148a ula\u015fjak…<\/p>\n

Jigim ma\u0148a me\u0148ze, \u00fduwa\u015f- \u00fduwa\u015fdan…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Gi\u00e7ki g\u00fc\u00fdz<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u201cHany g\u00fc\u00fdz j\u00fc\u00fdjesin sanaly\u0148\u201d di\u00fdip,<\/p>\n

Da\u00fdhanla\u0148 pal\u00e7ykly \u00fde\u0148i \u00e7ermeler…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6\u00fd\u00e4 olar hasyl \u00fdygnany bilen<\/p>\n

Bol\u00fdan \u00fdaly d\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4\u0148 derdi \u00fderbe- \u00fder?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00fcndogardan gel\u00fd\u00e4n borly sowugam,<\/p>\n

Owal \u2013 ba\u015fda d\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4 \u015fe\u00fdle gurnalan…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnbatara lemmerlenen buluda<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcm\u00fd\u00e4n gid\u00fd\u00e4r \u201cgykuwla\u015fyp\u201d durnalar…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6\u0148k\u00fcligi \u00fdok baglary\u0148, ke\u00fdpsiz,<\/p>\n

\u00ddaprakla\u0148 \u00e7yg howa \u00fd\u00fczi dyrmalan.<\/p>\n

Olar ganat \u00fdazyp u\u00e7a\u00fdjak bol\u00fdar,<\/p>\n

Giden \u00fderlerine \u201c\u00e7\u00fcmen\u201d durnala\u0148…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015eemalmy, \u00fdelmi \u00fda apy- tupanmy<\/p>\n

\u00dda… s\u00fcbseli mama\u0148 g\u00f6r\u00fcp dyrnagyn,<\/p>\n

Senjaplar gir\u00fd\u00e4rler s\u00fcmelgesine,<\/p>\n

\u00ddalpak \u00fdapla\u0148 kerti buza gyrnalan…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Le\u00fdlisa\u00e7la\u0148 goly \u201chellew- de hellew\u201d,<\/p>\n

Ho\u015fla\u015f\u00fdarlar \u00fd\u00fczi solan g\u00fcn bilen…<\/p>\n

K\u00e4 geler, k\u00e4 girer gara buluda,<\/p>\n

Ol hem myhman gadym d\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4,<\/p>\n

Kim biler?!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sejda i\u00fdnen g\u00f6wre de\u00fdin h\u00f6w\u00fcrli<\/p>\n

\u00d6ten \u00fdyl \u00e7apylan go\u0148ur t\u00f6\u0148\u0148eler.<\/p>\n

Gu\u015flary\u0148 sesleri gyryk n\u00e4me \u00fc\u00e7in,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6\u00fd\u00e4 s\u00e4hel owal aglan, m\u00f6\u0148\u0148\u00fcren…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Torly garrygyzlar g\u00fclap suwundan<\/p>\n

\u00ddatyr \u00fdek \u2013 t\u00fck- \u015fagallara e\u0148\u0148ere…<\/p>\n

\u015eemal ur\u00fdar \u00e7apgyn<\/p>\n

\u00dda\u015f – \u00fdele\u0148leri\u0148<\/p>\n

\u00c7ermelen \u00fde\u0148ine, gysga \u00fde\u0148ine…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ha\u015fal otla\u0148 arasynda gizlenip,<\/p>\n

Orak degm\u00e4n galypdyr \u015fol s\u00fcmm\u00fcller…<\/p>\n

\u015eahyr \u00fdaz\u00fdar sahaplaryn saraldyp,<\/p>\n

Wagta \u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcp gid\u00fd\u00e4r \u015fol sary g\u00fcnler…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ogluma sargyt<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Birden men gid\u00e4\u00fdsem, aglamagyny\u0148,<\/p>\n

Aglama, \u00fd\u00fcreg\u0148e emr et, \u00f6z\u00fc\u0148!<\/p>\n

Mazarmy\u0148 \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u015fol \u00fdanar durar,<\/p>\n

Me\u0148 kimdigmi a\u00fddyp, da\u015flarda k\u00f6z\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Birden men gid\u00e4\u00fdsem aglamagyny\u0148,<\/p>\n

\u00dde\u0148ip bilm\u00e4n \u201c\u00fd\u00f6neke\u00fdje\u201d du\u015fmanym.<\/p>\n

Men \u00f6z\u00fcm betbagt sa\u00fdmaryn<\/p>\n

\u00fc\u00e7in<\/p>\n

Ilki s\u00f6\u00fdg\u00e4 sata\u015fmanym , du\u015fmanym…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Birden men gid\u00e4\u00fdsem , aglamagyny\u0148,<\/p>\n

Neber\u00e4mi \u201cwa\u00fd\u201d i\u00e7inde go\u00fdup \u00fda…<\/p>\n

Enesi mert ogul erkek bol\u00fdandyr,<\/p>\n

Bolmaz olar ejiz, namart, g\u00f6r\u00fcp \u00fda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Seni \u00fdollar ugradarlar baharda,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnligi\u0148 asyr- asyr a\u015far- da…<\/p>\n

\u201cEjem \u00fc\u015fe\u00fd\u00e4ndir\u201d \u00f6\u00fd\u00fctmegini\u0148,<\/p>\n

Gar \u00fdagsa…<\/p>\n

A\u00fdnadan bakyp da\u015farda…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00f6\u00fd\u00fclmedim\u201d di\u00fdmen,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6\u00fdmedim, kimse<\/p>\n

\u015eygyrlamdan \u00f6\u0148e d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp bilmedi…<\/p>\n

Il aklynda \u00fda\u015far adym,<\/p>\n

\u015eo\u0148 \u00fc\u00e7in…<\/p>\n

Di\u00fdiber her da\u00fdym: \u201cEjem \u00f6lmedi\u201d<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4 pu\u00e7dur, onu\u0148 ownuk \u015ferine,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fc\u0148i, hy\u00fdal\u0148y baglamagyny\u0148…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn men gid\u00e4\u00fdsem…<\/p>\n

I\u00e7i\u0148den sessiz<\/p>\n

Penjir\u00e4 seredip, aglamagyny\u0148!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Hy\u00fdal<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

… \u015eu g\u00fcn \u201csen gel\u00fd\u00e4\u0148\u201d di\u00fdseler,<\/p>\n

A\u015fgabada, bir to\u00fda\u201d, hut…<\/p>\n

… \u00ddogsa barybam \u00fd\u00f6remok \u00fdygy- \u00fdygy, g\u00fcr, to\u00fda hut…<\/p>\n

… U\u00e7ardym g\u00f6k dir\u00e4p hu\u015fum,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6\u00fdgi ge\u00e7me\u00fd\u00e4r ekeni,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6r\u00e4n \u00fderinden ata\u015flar a\u0148sat \u00f6\u00e7me\u00fd\u00e4r ekeni…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bez\u00e4p – bez\u00e4p \u00fcsti – ba\u015fym,<\/p>\n

Masgara bolaryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

I\u00e7de galan ata\u015fymdan<\/p>\n

Gap – gara bolaryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ga\u015flarym \u00e7yzylan \u00fdaly,<\/p>\n

Ele dakyp \u00fd\u00fcz\u00fck baryn…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlermi\u0148 \u00fda\u015fyl hanasy<\/p>\n

Sygdyrjak \u00fdaly d\u00fcn\u00fd\u00e4ni…<\/p>\n

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U\u00e7up barsam Zolu\u015fka de\u00fd…<\/p>\n

\u201c…B:al gutarma\u00fdady\u201d belki…<\/p>\n

Sen ma\u0148a \u015fo – ol m\u00e4hri\u0148 bilen<\/p>\n

Oturyp baka\u00fdsa\u0148 ilki…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

\u00ddene bir t\u00e4ze \u015fygyra<\/p>\n

Taslama bolaryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

I\u00e7imden gygyryp \u015fonda,<\/p>\n

Masgara bolaryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dd\u00fcpek \u00e7alan de\u00fd damagmy,<\/p>\n

Tutulsa demim howada,<\/p>\n

\u00d6w\u00fcp seni da\u00fdy\u0148 ogly<\/p>\n

To\u00fd mikrofonna \u00e7agyrsa,<\/p>\n

Di\u00fdseler sa\u0148a: \u201cGowy adam\u201d<\/p>\n

…M\u00fc\u0148 \u00fdyl di\u0148lemedik sesi\u0148<\/p>\n

Astynda galaryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

To\u00fdu\u0148 g\u00f6\u00e7g\u00fcnli sazyndan<\/p>\n

Gulagmy \u00fdararyn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

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Hy\u00fdal bu:<\/p>\n

Ga:lsam gu\u015f bolup<\/p>\n

To\u00fdu\u0148 tans me\u00fddan\u00e7asyndan…<\/p>\n

…Baryp hut gu\u00e7aryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>\n

Bir ta\u00fd k\u00f6w\u015f\u00fcm go\u00fdup \u00dderde.<\/p>\n

Sen A\u015fgabada gel\u00e4\u00fdse\u0148,<\/p>\n

Men A\u00fda u\u00e7aryn \u00f6\u00fdd\u00fd\u00e4n…<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

IR D\u00c4LMI? (Jigim Marala) \u0130r-\u00e4 entek i\u00fdnse gubar g\u00f6zler\u0148e, Ga\u015flary\u0148da on \u00fdedini\u0148 heseri. Ilki agsam ir dolanyp,o\u00fd\u00fc\u0148e, Okap di\u0148e s\u00f6\u00fdgi hakda eseri.   \u00ddatlamaga i\u015f-g\u00fc\u00fd\u00e7 bilen unudyp, Batb\u00f6rege g\u00f6w\u00fcnlermiz da\u0148\u00fdanmyz. Ene \u00fdaba tanamaga cu\u0148lugy, \u00d6zumizi goja tutdan zy\u0148yanmyz.   Gelnejemi\u0148 k\u00fcrtesinden \u00fdapy\u015fyp, \u00c7agalardan gabanyany\u0148 d\u00fc\u00fdn d\u00e4lmi? Ir-\u00e4 entek,i\u00e7ki ja\u00fdda gyslysyp, Sabama\u0148yz, O ne be\u00fdle, Ir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":26627,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26624"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26624"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26624\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26626,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26624\/revisions\/26626"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26627"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26624"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26624"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/newsashgabat.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26624"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}